Sensibilities of darkness and sadness created by Agath Christ painting the bleak picture of a relationship breakdown with deep synth layered audio bliss.

After a long-term relationship ended, with a partner who would repeatedly tell stories that elaborated her own grandiosity, I became quite aware of the opposite end of this spectrum, where-in narcissism manifests itself in a lack of confidence and, personally, my own history of fighting demons and, particularly, a crippling issue with body-image. 

This horrifyingly dazzling balance – the tightrope we all navigate between these extremes – is the subject of the song. The most powerful moments– from both the music itself and accompanying video – come from the willingness to look into the mirror and remain both vulnerable and unflinching in the face of the inner animalia; an underlying, beautiful, rotting, darkness.

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